Outside of your comfort zone, there is a very uncomfortable zone.

There’s no flowers and chocolates there.
But you have to go there anyway – if you want to achieve something.

“When I’m Not Looking”

My muscles are tensed, probably angry.
Deeply disappointed.
I made a wrong move.
Trusted the wrong person.
Muddled by what happened.

So you can take everything, my knowledge, the room in my heart, or the space in my head.You used up all my grace, took all my compassion that i offered.
Today, you also took away a little bit of my hope, tarnished a little the meaning of what friendship is made of.

Of lies and deception.
Of emotional blackmailing and tricks.
Of mind games and manipulation of my heart.

It is better to give than to receive.
Owh well. Tomorrow will be a better day.

I am feeling so low today. Overwhelming wave crashing my everything.
My head is troubled, my heart is unsettled.
This glorious sadness.

Can you make me feel better. I can’t run. They are everywhere. I see them.
I am scared. You need to protect me.


Not just an average jargon.
Carries a heavy weight of being a mentor, teacher, friend, confidant, sister, great listener.

One way or another, I try my best to elevate people up throughout my entire career.
The reason I want power, is because I want to change how management is done.
I want to tell people, we don’t have to lie to people, or manage them.
They can manage themselves – I just need to be sincere in grooming them, or helping them learn.
From there, we weed off good ones and bad ones. There’s no perfect ones. Including myself.

To always help the marginalised, the group who don’t own their own voices.
Who can’t speak up for themselves – those who can’t summon their courage to do so.
To those who think they can’t – to help them believe they can.

But who helps me, who mentors me, who listens to me, who is my friend, who is my confidant.


Why do I do, just as you say,
Why must I just, give you your way
Why do I sigh, why don’t I try, to forget
It must have been, that something lovers call fate
Kept me saying, “I have to wait”
I saw them all, just couldn’t fall, ’til we met
It had to be you, it had to be you
I wandered around, and finally found, the somebody who
Could make me be true, and could make me be blue
And even be glad, just to be sad, thinking of you
Some others I’ve seen, might never be mean
Might never be cross, or try to be boss, but they wouldn’t do
For nobody else, gave me a thrill,
With all your faults, I love you still