If there are things I would ask for, I would ask for peace of mind. Calmness in my heart and liver. Bigger heart to love deeply and consumingly. The capacity to help those around me.
If there are things I could ask for, I would ask to see daddy one more time. To hear him nag one last time. To right the wrongs. To have that last meal with the rest of my family with him.
But tonight, I’m going to ask for him to get the things that he wants. May You bless him with his heart desires, he has shown me compassion, kindness and love and i hope that you could return the favour. If your path for him is to shine light in other people lives. So be it, nothing good ever stems out of selfishness. I’m scared. But I’m confident it will be ok.
I want to take a moment to be thankful.
thank you, for all the blessings.
They looked like clowns, jumping around, trying to show their latest act. Paraded before me like a slow motion clip.
I refuse to flinch, or react.
Simply becuase, no one is dying. The scale of this, is that no one is dying.
Life is messy, and living it to the full can be very untidy, all over the place. Emotions, possessions, bodily functions, it’s all one big colourful mess. There is so much going on in contemporary life and we have so many options and ideas readily available to us that it’s so easy to be overwhelmed.
Accept the untidy mess, welcome what you can do with it. The act of acceptance can help you create the space on enjoying life.
Can help me at least.
Let it be, let it be,
There will be an answer, let it be.
But, history was not made, by those who let it be, and did nothing.
I feel good, like I’m in a dream.
Im grateful, for this gem.
I’m running high. Don’t wanna come down.
Wings, don’t fail me now. You can slow down, but don’t fail me.
ok brain, lets switch off and rest. The body needs rest. Let’s do this thing called compromise.
Lately, I have been feeling a little sorry for myself. And you know the thoughts in your head will capitalise on moments like these or such periods.
where you start doubting and questioning every step or intentions. Sometimes even your very being or mind on what you would think or see things
purpose in life is why we wake up Everyday. i love the job, but the purpose far superceeds the utility level here. And not everyone is blessed to be able to love the job and still carry out the purpose. Normally one is a by product of another. Yes, no? Yes.
Today Joanne asked how old am I. I answered her proudly, without flinching, “30”.
She continued, ” I’m 25, I want to be like you when I’m 30. There are people in the office that are 29,30 but I want to be successful like you”
A sigh of relief. Must have done something right.
These are the moments i live for.
Pace yourself love. Pace yourself.
deep breaths in, deep breaths out. You need to summon the courage; so pick it all up and use it wisely.
you can do this. And there’s no turning back.