Monthly Archives: January 2017

“We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.”

 

Tonight.

I’m lying on my bed, typing away from my laptop, because I’m working from home. Mid Jan.

  1. I have brought work home twice this month because i cant keep up with my bosses’ and business’s demands. I literally feel like im just drowning. And most of the time I’m just winging it because. It’s a new job, and a new country. So many things to know, to learn.
  2. I have started to drink coffee again. This as a result has made a few knots in my stomach – highly uncomfortable and unhealthy.
  3. I have started to run more though, and rowing. My upper back breaks, but for good.
  4. I have made myself leave the office at 7pm max. ( Please refer point 1 ).
  5. I love my niece more and more. She’s a handful but shes lovely and a kid. When she hugs me and says ‘night night’. so.much.love.
  6. Feels like im failing. Feels like it. Like i cant keep the promises I made to myself.

 

 

 

When the night skies are filled with stars, and the water is calm.

Pack up
I’m straight
Enough
Oh, say say say
Oh, say say say
Oh, say say say
Oh, say say say
Oh, say say say

Wait, they don’t love you like i love you
Wait, they don’t love you like i love you
Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait!
They don’t love you like i love you…

Made off
Don’t stray
My kind’s your kind
I’ll stay the same

Pack up
Don’t stray
Oh, say say say
Oh, say say say

Wait! they don’t love you like i love you
Wait! they don’t love you like i love you
Ma-a-a-aps, wait!
They don’t love you like i love you…
Wait! they don’t love you like i love you
Ma-a-a-aps, wait!
They don’t love you like i love you…

Wait, they don’t love you like i love you
Wait, they don’t love you like i love you
Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait!
They don’t love you like i love you…
Wait, they don’t love you like i love you
Ma-a-a-a-ps, wait!
They don’t love you like i love you…

#butHelovedyoumore

This year.

For all good things require time to build, for all good things require patience and deep rooted understanding of human behaviours and surroundings, and through a lot of figuring out and failures. For all the things I do not understand or have the slightest idea of the bigger picture.

There is no instant gratification, there can be – but you lose them instantly as well.

So it is with my career, all my relationships, and all the things that bring true and deep meaning in my life, takes time and effort.

 

This year, I will take time to build things that lasts.